Yesterday, I must admit wasn’t a good day.  My heart weighed as much as I do physically.  Weighed down by the disappointment, the pain, and the anger I felt.  Guilt was right up there as well.  I blew it yesterday.  I crawled into bed and hid under the covers.  I wanted to run away and hide ….. well I basically did.

Today.  A new day.

I opened my Bible.  He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has healed you.  God in peace and be freed from your suffering.” Mark 5:34

The verse jumped right off the page and slapped me silly.  I am a believer.  I am a Jesus Gal.  I am free.  I should just accept the fact and let go of all the yuck.

Doubt crept up next to me.  ”You’re supposed to be healed.  But your not.”

Quickly, I pulled out my Made to Crave workbook.  The truth and today’s 4 affirmations….. I read.  Aloud.  Yes, in Starbucks…. I read out loud.

Regina, you are the accepted child of God.

Regina, you are the made-new child of God.

Regina, you are the confident child of God.

Regina, you are the victorious child of God.

It is amazing how doubt dashed away from me.

Because of Christ and the love of God, I am accepted, made-new, confident, and victorious.  God doesn’t see the yuck.  He sees His promise and love in me.  I am the one who sees the yuck….. harps on it…… carries it around.  I need to see how God sees me.

I need to allow it.  Not hide from it.  Or bury it.  Allow the healing.  Allow the sight.  Allow the living of the life I deserve.

Embrace.  Give. Love. Serve.

God bless……

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